Hello? Oh, hi Blog.

Yes, I have neglected you. Yes, I do miss you. No, no Facebook is just a hobby. Of course, you've been in my life for many years...I would never! Ok, alright. Yes, I understand you're hurt. I really do miss you! I PROMISE I'm gonna get better! I have a lot to share with you. Soon. When? Hmm....ok, this week. Sorry!

No hospital!!

I didn't have to stay!!! GOD IS SOOO GOOD!! Just got home...I am SOOOOO exhausted (actually WE are so exahusted! 10hr day at the hospital is a lot! Plus traffic..geez!) I'm trembling a lot (side effect of meds that has intensified the last 4 days due to the low blood and anemia) and have also been getting out of breath (also because of low blood) gotta go back to have other stuff done but they are really hoping for my body to regenerate and do its own thing...they REALLY dont want to have to do the tranfusion if they dont have to. Still no answers as to what is causing it but they will keep watching and studying. Aside from being short of breath my lungs are great. I will get new lab/ultrasound results tomorrow. Going to lay down and am really really sad that I am not going to make it to Training 4 Life tonight : (

Love you!

Update

Just wanted to ask for a little prayer. I'm going in to UCLA in the morning. My blood levels are extremely low and continue to lower. they don't know what's causing it. In addition I am severely anemic and so they want me to come in to "study" and figure it out. There is a BIG possibility that I will be admitted to the Hospital to do a blood transfusion and many more studies. Please pray that this be a very short stay, that the source of what is happening in my body be revealed, and that my girls continue to feel at ease about it. We know that God continues to be in control! This will not keep our minds and faith off of HIM!! Please don't ask them anything about what is going on if you see them...they don't need to worry...just treat them like kiddos...they like that!

The B's

Apparently the B's is packed and is going on a 3 day vacation to San Francisco. She's driving her Barbie car and knows how to get there. She has plans with Nino. Manuel asked her if she had money for gas and she said "yep, I have ten dollars but I don't want to use it on that". I told her it was time for bed and she said "ah, good I get to leave". Then she quietly whispered "gotta get going". These are her bags. Their contents consist of 3 pairs of jammas, 3 pairs of underwear, earmuffs, 2 pants, and a shirt! She's sleeping on the couch so she can get ready to go early! (she secretly promised mommy she's not going anywhere)

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Been 7weeks...

UCLA check up Results: I'm doing great!! They are amazed! All lung function results are over 100% in all areas!! Lowered dose on one med and they don't want to see me again until mid June!! WOO HOO!!

I truely thank God for ALL of this! I feel amazing! I'm a new person and I love love love life!! Everyone who has known me most of my life says that I'm like I was as a teen and a completly different person than I've been the past decade. Manuel and the girls say I'm no longer uptight and laugh a lot more (i take it as a compliment). I'm ME because GOD has made ME, renewed ME, loved ME, saved ME, healed ME, and sustained ME!!! He's done this for you too!! Tell me how....

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