Stress, the unwelcomed guest
When you go through something like we have for the past 5/6 years it takes a toll. Learning how to be a new person that "can" do things is at times confusing. Feelings and fears of how bad things were are coming to surface like tears you've held back. Now as things get better and it requires less to take care of me the years are on our lap. Like a soldier home from war.
We are in deep prayer and know that the enemy is TICKED that I was snatched from his grip of death and redeemed by GOD ALMIGHTY so now the enemy tries to bring on the stress and hurt our family, hurt our family, and take out our main support beam...BUT GUESS WHAT?? WE ARE TOGETHER MORE THAN EVER AND ALBEIT HARD WE ARE STILL TRUSTING/RELYING ON GOD!! We will grow closer to Him and glorify Him NO MATTER what! LOVE WILL ENDURE THROUGH HIS WORD AND PROMISE BECAUSE HE DID NOT REDEEM FOR BROKENESS TO FOLLOW!! HE REDEEMED AND HEALED TO CONTINUE HIS WORK!
I am honored to be able to be a light! My family WILL SHINE! We will do the work it takes, let the tears come, and then smile to make them go away. WE WILL FIGHT!
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I guess even this BEST gift of a much better quality of life comes with some required adjustments. This is a huge change for everyone there and everyone readjusting and rebalancing roles etc... I can only imagine the enemy wants to suck the emotional life out of you since he didn't get to cheat you out of the physical life ahead. He is the worst! Steal, Kill, Destroy...BUT YOUR TEAM WINS! Every battle has been won! But that doesn't mean you all won't need a ton of patience and talking things out. Change is hard, even the best change. We'll be praying.
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